i'm back again to blog ! (:
hahaha !
in class, i received a message from jingyi.

"It is useless to cry. Your tears do not wash away your sorrows. They feed someone's else joy. (i dun quite really understand this line) Thats why you must learn to swallow your own tears and stay strong ! :D "

dont you guys think that this message is very meaningful ??

i have been very very very emo this past few weeks.
i didnt get much involvement in the class like last time.
always slacking in class, sleeping in class, not paying 100% attention..
lazy to go and talk to my friends lazy to do everything..
sometimes i really think that i have depression lo..
a mad girl suddenly become so emo, so keep to herself.
this is not me at all !
cry ??
no use.
i still feel sad. i still feel lonely.
swallow my tears and stay strong ??
thats ridiculous for me.
i not strong enough...
i'm becoming weaker and weaker....
more and more lonesome.......