shut down lappy at 1139 pm 040209.
tried to get to lala land.
but, it failed.
too many problems and worries in my head.
blasting His songs into my ears as i prayed.
casting all these unto him.
my heart got lighten.
i got into His embrace.
i cann see Him hugging me to sleep, kissing my forehead, saying Im His.
1255 am 050209.
woke up.
i just cant get to sleep.
maybe i slept too much in the afternoon.
or maybe, i really worry and ponder too much.


mood: worried, scared, lost.