BBQ at ECP.
take loads of pictures :D & have loads of fun (:
E & L both came down at the same time... then have to run & bring the both of them (:
i really think L has her mind over body... she was like ' my house VERYYY NEAR ECP one. ' but when i & C bring her home, it was like DAMNNNNNN FAR. omgoshhh. she still claim its so near lar !!!
want to hack her ! 1 hour walk leh !!!!! zzz. we are like walking from ECP all the way to bedok interchange.
it was 3am when i reached home. went into dreamland & wake up at 6 , went down & find them.

i didnt manage to catch the sun rise. & yes, it wasnt a good morning for me.
now then i realise how important is E to me.
now then i realise how i have actually hurt E. although E says no.
yes. im not a good friend again. another relationship crush? or it was just me thinking too much.
i have to admit, when L came, i didnt accompany E. until toward the midnight.
i am such a 'good' friend right ?
yes im.
thoughts start running through my mind. why i did this. why i did that. why it became like this. why i didnt do that. why why why. everything is just WHY.
friends, easy to make, yet hard to build.
cos' i try to build that, i crushed the other.
i love them both, ALOT. i treasure them. but why do i still create hurt.

sorry. maybe i cant face you. im scared.