God is Love :D
slept like no heaven no earth. was damn tired. had many many dreams. i dreamt that i was carrying my own children !! & dont know what happen, my brother & his wife become thief. OPPS.
so many nice dreams. i wish i can continue sleeping... but then my brother come my house !
another preaching from him. but whao ~! same as what S has shared with me. God is love !
everything LOOK UPON THE CROSS ! cos' everything what Jesus has done is ALREADY ON THE CROSS ! if not the cross exist for what ?!?! :D
He has already wash ALLLLLL our sins !!! so what for cling on to the sin & repent when HE HAS ALREADY WASHED THEM AWAY !!
if we have faith & trust in him, i believe we will do things all out of LOVE. & if we LOVE HIM, we will not do any sins. & by this, we will not do it with our own will, our own determination, but all out of LOVE, and there would be no burden !!!
i feel that i have been hungry for his words now. so i read his word without any burden in me. not like last time. when i read his word, it was like OMGOSHHH.. why must i read.....
but now, it has changed ! && i know, he is working in me, RIGHT NOW, in my life !!
when you do something with a willing heart, out of love, i believe you will feel happy doing it & dont feel any burden.
just like how i treat my friends. when they ask for favours, i help them. not cos' im forced to, but is out of LOVE. but im also a human. so sometimes, when some people ask me for help, im not willing to help. so maybe i dont love them enough. but i KNOW ! God loves me so i can love them. so i will LEARN to love them like how God loved me so much that he let his son to die on the cross for my sake !!
omgoshhh. i have so many thoughts now ): i want to blabber everything !!!!!!
everyday when we are fine, we say we trust you God, we love you God. but when the real ordeal come, are we really still that still, are we really still trusting & have faith in him that he will do things for us ?
for me, if i meet with a difficulty, i would turn to my own 'power'. i would see what can i do first. when i cannot do anything, friends. ( thank God there are friends in this world.) then after that i would turn to God. but, let me learn Lord, let me learn to place you first in everything of my life, and to turn to you first when anything happens to me, be it good or bad. i pray that Lord, i would place you first in my life.
he died on the cross for us, just cos' he love us. how great is the love he has for us. i cant love him more than how much he love me. but i know, i just want to follow you, wherever you send me. Lord, i really want to love you more than how i love ................... my future husband. i just want you more than i want anything. i just want to need you more than i need the oxygen !!!
LORD, I PRAY THIS TO YOU. I KNW THAT LORD, YOU WILL LISTEN TO MY PRAYER & LORD, I BELIEVE THAT YOU ARE MY GOD, MY ONE AND ONLY GOD WHOM I WILL SERVE & LOVE ! AMEN.
