walauuu eh God.
is 'this' called your gift to me not.
or is what.
walauuuuuuu.
i dont want to be the one lar God.
i realllllyyyyyy dont want lar God.
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR !!!!!
if i dont exist howwwww....
is the thing going to be the same !?!?!
or is cos' im there, hence is like this !?!?!
AHHHH.
why must me always be the pusherrrr !!!!!!
I HATEEEEEEE ...........................!!!

Dear Daddy God.
i just pray that you will give me the strength & love to overcome these things Lord.
i neeed love to love them like how you love me.
i neeed forgiveness to forgive them.
lord.
i really need your help now.
carry me.