brought a nervous, scared, fearful, sadness and mixture of different feelings over to church.
listen and listen, practice and practice.
&& i know, today's cell's sharing, is meant just so much so much for me. thank you Daddy God.
i wanna fight this fight.
i wanna win this fight & fight it with you Jesus.
i believe that this 'wall' is not bigger nor tougher than me.
cos' i have Jesus, He would make this obstacles as small as a pebble on the pathway.
i trust in You. & i put my faith in You.
today it wasnt me.
it just wasnt me.
i thank God that He lives in me.
and give me that courage.
in the midst of worship, i just felt that God is trying to say.
'come, let me in. and everything would be alright.'
Lord. i give that praise to You.
cos' i know its definitely not me. not what i can do.
its Your work, and i know it.
Lord. thank you.
oh yes. and today, i think it was the first time after sooooo long in my life that my whole family have dinner&shopping together :D
you might say that this is just normal for you, but its something special for me.
something that God has planned for me and my family.
i so much so much wanted to pray with them and thank God together for today.
but somehow, something i pulling me back.
but i will pray. and im sure He will listen and answer it.
cos' He has already answered that prayer of mine.
you have no idea how great is this wonderful love before you experience it yourself.
