im still in the midst of doing my camp stuffs.
but i wanna come here and blog(:

was finding verses for the camp just now.
and i found alot of verses that actually encourage me greatly.
alot alot alot.
alot of them are really like love letters from Daddy.
He loves me more than anyone else.
that unconditional and sacrificial love that satisfy my only longing for Him.

anyway.
i have been thinking on this thing for the past few weeks.
and i have been praying about it.
although not very detailed about it, but i did pray!
and i think he has somehow answered me yesterday through the woship and also during the cell time.
i dont know what happened.
but i suddenly feel so guilty about last last week.
i feel as though like something keep condeming me.
natural behaviour: cry.
in the midst of it, i suddenly feel the love.
i fell in love with my church, Agape.
i fell deeply in love with her.
i think this might His will, His decision.
& i will follow.
but meanwhile, i will keep this thing in prayer.
and i believe He will show me more signs to help me make the decision.
i say talk to me, so i believe He will talk to me!! :D

he is out of town for 5 days! ):
cant wait for camp to come quickly so time will pass in a blink of an eye!
XOXO!