there is this word that keeep ringing in my head. and it keeeps appearing infront of me.
it keeeps 'acting' infront of me.
that i have to see if it is true or fake.
its such a imperfect one from everyone.
that i always fall into it.
but there is this one and only perfect one.
which i always believe, always trust and always hope.

'And now these three remains: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is LOVE.'

1 Corinthians 13:13

Daddy also told me.

'but when perfection comes, the imperfect disappears.'

so the imperfect disappears... it disappears...

i wanna trade my imperfect love for His perfect love.

to love from the bottom of my heart, and not to love cos' i have to love.

but somehow.

its hard.

to love that someone whom you are jealous of just cos' he or she is achieving better grades than you.

this sounds totally stupid. cos' you should be happy for that person, but instead you dislike that person and decided not to love that person.

but this happens though.

thats what humans are?

its also dammmmit hard to love someone whom you hate.

imagine the last time stupid childish me.

hated someone so badly that i totally dont even wanna see that person A.

and actually it was just plain jealous cos' cos' of that person A, got together with person B, causing me unable to have more time to spend with person B.

its just plain stupid lar...

i wonder what i was thinking last time..

thinking really did change when one grows up.

buttttttt, some of the thoughts would not ever change, even till you grow old(:

but to conclude, love is always so sweeeet:D

as sweeet as....

 

this watermelon? (:

why are these random thoughts coming up to me again..... ZZZ.

but...

'Sooon and very sooon.

My King is coming.

Robed in righteous and crowned with love.

When I see Him

I shall be made like Him
Soon and very soon'
Soon - Hillsong United, Tear down the walls