prob its just another emotion commotion.
just ignore me(:

prob i may be at that level.
but please think again.
im not(:
prob i may be who you think i should be.
but i dont wish to(:
prob i may have potray the good side of me.
but please know that i have the other side(:
prob this is not who i should be.
but please pardon me(:

prob its time. no. its PAST the time!
i should have seek him and ask for the answers.
having the book of KEY ANSWERS & a teacher infront of me.
yet not fully utilising it.
such a fool am i.

O Lord you are my God.
tell me what should i do.
give me what is useful and safe for me.
for i do not know truely understand what i want for myself.
let your will be done and not mine.
although it would be tough.
but give me the heart of patience and endurance.