its TUESDAY today!!!!!!!
got work work work!! SIGH!
should know dont offer myself to work every tuesday alr...
but then........
neh mind.
i shall seee what comes along(:

yesterday i was reading how God lead the Israelites out of egypt and through the wilderness.
and the people kept complaining and 'testing' whether God is there with them anot.
when they asked for food, God pour down food for them.
when they asked for water, God gave them water.
when they asked for help, God lead them.
never once did God say, 'NO'.
never once God did not hear their grumbles.
from there, i saw how patient is our God.
how faithful is He.
and how much He loves us.
and often, when we finish 'testing' God in this area, we start to test him in another area..
this happen again and again, trying to see if God is still here with us anot.
we are always never contented(:

sometimes, i really wonder.
hey God. are you really there listening to all my grumbles anot.
are you really going to help me through these things not.
always always, not to forget.
God is always there.
as in you see.
when something happen.
in the end, you will see light and its all over!
isnt He is the one who brought us over all these problems?
during the process, is just something that happen to make us grow stronger.
grow stronger for the future.

now, i dont know how to put it in words alr.
i have receive so much in this story.
& this story is practically like talking to me now.
it feels as though these words are for someone.
but i dont know how to phrase it out.
neh mind.
i shall just wait until its time, and it would be revealed to me once again.
regaining the faith. as well as assuring his presence.