this is call awesome or what?!?! :D

see-ing him in the videos, youtube and everywhere.

and now, im see-ing the 3D Jaeson Ma!!!! HAAHAHA!

was kinda nervous when taking picture with him...

thank God it was nice! :D

over the weekends was great!

it was like just received an overwhelming new message that i have never heard before.

REVOLUTION.

this is taking place, now, this hour, in this generation.

believe or not.

cos' this generation is going to rise.

and finish this big plan of God!

the interesting thing is that, we would be traced all the way back to China, where God is named as 上帝.

ohman.

if im gonna blabber down, i think im going to be like preaching here!

haha!

if i say im perfect.

no im not.

deep down in my heart (although i just received like such an overwhelming message and power), there is still a tinge of little devil in me.

but at the same time.

i have so many things i wanna do!

I AM CALLED, TO BE PART OF THIS PLAN!!! :D

ohman.

when i think that im not just a citizen of heaven, but the earth belongs to me!

i can claim any single thing that i want, cos' all are given to me!

you may question me that since everything are given to me, why wasnt i clever enough. why wasnt i happy at time. why wasnt i rich.

i guess i dont have the answer to it.

or prob i know but i dont know how to put it into words form.

but all in all.

i just wanna affirm myself that, YES. im a beloved daughter of God.

all things are mine, and YES.

i will not be defeated either by studies or views from people.

c'mon!

let God be the director of our lifes!

hmmm...

seems hard.

but oh well.

i wanna try it out!

between the struggle of logic and belief.

if cann, i really wanna give out my 90%, and 10% to survive.