was searching for a photo on flickr, and found this.
just about what i want to bring across,
Time Flies.

ohyeahs.
its already like 2010 now.
again, october is reaching out just in a few days time.
i had a happy, memorable, exciting, fire, (and any words that can describe) 2009-2010.
in just a blink of eyes, i have already reached this stage of life.
though i sounded abit that i was old, but it felt like i have experience quite alot of things.
mood swings, depressed, happy till crazy, sad, breakups, sweet relationship, good/bad results, even miracles that i cannot explain how they happened.
it was altogether a very fruitful year for me, together with the one that i love(:

people usually would like recap their life at the end of dec, but i think this oct is just like a new start for me.
its a start of my adventure with a new person in my life(:
its a start of my new year.
and more and more things started to appear, for me to realise as i grow older.

i still remember the days that i was young.
crying for mum in my kindergarden school.
attending my first day of pri 1.
going up to secondary school, which i met my clique of darling friends.
though still not very close, but they play a big part in my school life.
now in poly.
meeting more people.
attending church every single sunday,
when i used to drag myself there, and finding excuses to skip it :P
yearning to know more about him, trying to find out more about him.
learning on how to use love, how to love the one i love.
learning to be more conscious of my own self.

i just want to thank God.
thank God for this wonderful life that he has given.
though it was kinda tough, almost at the brink of leaving school.
miracles always happens.
moulding me, teaching me HARD lessons to teach me stuffs.
ohman.
i didnt know how did i manage to come this far.
thank God for preserving this life of mine.
this tiny little child,who dont know what she is going to face.
but she knows she is going to play a big part in His plan.

sometimes surrounded by questions, confusion.
sometimes cries to bed, crying out what was exactly happening.
sometimes was overjoyed till she could gasp the air around her, felt as though she was the happiness girl on earth.
sometimes wanting to give up everything, and forgo everything she had.
sometimes wanting to make use of time, to treasure everything she had.
as she grows older, she realised that not all things will go her way.
as she finds that life is getting hard for her to go on,
she would always find that tinge of hope, for her to carry on.
that one shining light, brimming into her life, telling her that he would be there to cover her(:

winkwink!
shall just keep continue to shine!
shall continue to be a better one!
jiayou felly! :D