my pretty first post of the year. and im not going to write something nice. because im thinking tooo much now (: prolly just a little bit too much, and i do not know what i want in my mind.. felt a little left out, a little alone, a little sad, a little weird... but still glad, i've found the love of my life. i want to chase back all those that i had, but im a little tired to do that.. its gonna be hard, and its not gonna be the same anymore.. you were once my best friend, the one whom i always hanging out with. but i guess, those days will never come back again.. but still, thank you for being there during that moment, when i really needed.. happy belated birthday, here wishing you all the best in 2012 (: have a fuitful ending with 'bulb' (:
