i fell.
i fallen.
so harsh.
so pain.
so pain...
the reality is always so cruel for me.
i thought this was a dream.
i tried to wake myself up.
i tried to slap myself out of the dream.
but its the reality. the reality.
i yearn to be with him.
i yearn to be mrs tan.
i yearn to be loved by him.
and now all is gone.
just because of my attitude.
i hate myself.
i hate myself.
my sucky attitude has caused my only happiness to be only seen, not touch or feel... anymore...
i cannot feel the hug.
i cannot feel the kiss.
i cannot feel the love.
i cannot feel the sweet.
i cannot feel the care.
i cannot feel the tenderness anymore.
its all my fault.
i would not be able to find someone as good as him anymore.
he was my first love.
my MR NORRIS TAN RUI JIE.
I LOVE YOU .