was on the way to school.
when i start thinking of these things.
man.
the neeed of affliation.
the neeed of acceptance.
the neeed of praise. etc.
we humans ma.
always seee how people view us. how people think of us. how we dress. how we loook. how we behave. how we act.
we always tend to seee how people think of us.
then if people say something behind your back.
gosh.
we would like tsk.
then we would feeel like 'so im this kinda person. how should i change so that they would change their perspective of me.'
all this thoughts just come to me.
we want to feel important to people around us. cos' we dont like others to treat us like air right.
we neeed their affirmation, need their nods.
aiyaaaaa. i just feeel that.
why do we have to see how people look at us.
people might despise, might say bad things.
but then, why must we care about those.
but come to think of it. when i just started typing, i realise that what i have been thinking is linked with something that was shared with me and my friends.
is like, those eyes that are 'looking' at you in a certain way does not come from God.
cos' when you alr start criticising, its not from Him alr.
so is like.
all this is just something that the stupid one is trying to input. to block you from the point where God wants you to go to. it is distracting you from your goals, making you confused of the environment and causing you to doubt in God, which we should not!

sigh yes.
i have experienced it.
and i truely know the feelings about it.
so yar.
i dont wanna care about other people's view, but i only wanna care about His view of me.