wondering how great is our life is.
although with ups and downs.
and though the downs tend to pull you until you feeel like you're alone, you're left out, you're without anything.
but let me tell you.
you are never alone.
cos' there is this one person who actually loves you more than anyone in this world loves you.
He loves you more than your bf/gf loves you, he loves you more than your friends loves you, he loves you more than your parents loves you.
yeahs.
3 nails + 1 cross = we're forgiven (cos' we're deeeply loved)

sometimes when we are really at the downpoint of our life.
we felt.
'omgosh. how how how. im gonna be so dead now.'
or like nearing exams.
'omgosh die alr. i haven even study yet. how how how. how am i going to achieve good grades.'
then all those stress would come down on us.
but then come to think of it.
if we dont think so much.
we wont feeel so much pressure.
let me share about myself.
everytime when im stress about something.
thats it!
i will flare up if anyone does not go my way(:
but when im alone that time.
i would keeep thinking.
HAHA! the days are going to be over.
and i will start imagining myself in the future, doing other things. enjoying cos' the tough period has gone alr.
then i will start slowly planning out my time.
seeee how to spend wisely. ( but 90% of the time it would fail lar(: )
however.........!
once i think of the future, the fun that i would have.
everything would just be just fine(:


aiyaaaa. sometimes easy to say, but hard to do.
yeahs everyone is still trying.
no one is perfect.
but im not equals to no one!
i belong to someone, important:D
so He certainly wont leave me to one side, but would carry me up when everything is crumpling down on me.
he would lift me up to him, and hug me in his big comfy arms!

aiyoooooo. the feeeling is aweeeesome!
i dont know how to explain.
but i just wanna share.
really.
how much He love us.
sometimes, at a point of time.
you cant feeel the love.
BUT,
by FAITH, you know he is around.
and you know he loves you.
he cant be like your bf/gf, sms reply, call answer, see cann hug.
and all these are also not 24/7!
but he has one whole thick boook of love letters for you.
he is always thereee in you, beside you.
he is always ready to hear you out, ready to hug you. ready to give you peace, love, joy and whatever that you lack in.
'if you're too scared to look infront, too late to look back, turn to the side. He is just there to give you whatever you lack in.'

PS:
tell you guys one thing very funny.
i saw this sentence somewheree.
then i keeep pondering on the sentence since Sunday until now.
i still cant figure what that sentence meant!!!! ZZZ!
one second i got it. but the next min. ohman. what does this sentence means!?!?!
HAHA damnnn stupid.

LALALALALALALALA!
heh.
i wanna finish watching 'a date with the vampire 2' lehs(:
5 more epi (L) !
5 more onlyyyyy ! :D